Just being myself

2010-02-14T10:23:00.001-08:00

I'm bored and did THIS!

A Boyfriend Quiz, with some Ex Boyfriend Questions Created by someone1234 and taken 12054 times on Bzoink
~!~Step One~!~
Are you taken?? (this survey is really for taken people anyways):	Yes.
If so, by who??:	Mael.
How tall is he??:	err, idk. haha.
How much does he weigh??:	50??
Hair Color??:	dark brown.
Eye Color??:	dark brown, maybe. idk.
What is his best physical feature??:	eye lashes so long, i'm jealous. haha
~!~Step Two~!~
How long have you two been going out??:	1 year 6 months.
What is the best moment you guys have had together??:	Whenever we're together everywhere. what do you expect, idk.
The worst??:	nope, never right baby (:
If you could change anything on him, what would it be??:	cut his long finger nails, =.=
Do you love him??:	OF COURSE I DO!
Do you judge by his looks or his personality??:	no, never lah.
If he went completely broke, would you care??:	maybe? hehe
If he died tomorrow what would you do??:	Cry and cry and cry and cry and feel so heartbroken!
How far have you gone with him??:	1 year and 6 months this coming 19 feb. (:
Do you plan on marrying each other??:	YUP! ^^
~!~Step Three~!~
Who is you last ex??:	don't wanna think about that jerk, shut up.
Why did you guys break up??:	oh, c'mon. =.=
Was he better then your recent boyfriend??:	huh? ish!
How long were you guys going out??:	i can't even remember kay.
Who is better looking??:	MAEL of course, like duhh!
If he asked you back out what would you do??:	i'll say "no". omg.
Does your recent boyfriend like him??:	idk about that.
Do you guys even talk??:	err?
Are you friends??:	nope.
Do you still have TINY feelings for him??:	NOOO!!!
Did you love him??:	I don't think so, ever, EVERRR!
~!~Step Four~!~ Back to your recent boyfriend
Do you trust him??:	yes i do, with all my heart.
If you do, how do you know??:	because i know him since we were sec sch.
If you don't, why??:	idk what to say.
Where did you two meet??:	anywhere.
How long ago was this??:	what the hell?
Do your parents like him??:	yes, i hope so.
Does his parents like you??:	maybe? haha
Can he drive??:	no, not yet i think.
I don't think I asked this but how old is he?? (if I did sorry):	19
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2010-02-14T09:40:00.000-08:00

I'm so lovin' this! ^^

Happy CNY

2010-02-14T08:44:00.000-08:00

omg, hello everyone.

I just realised that i didn't blog for almost 2 months. It ain't that bad huh.
Anyway, i find it abit complicated after so long not using this site.
It's Valentines Day TODAY but i'm at home. ): omg, i'm getting bored man.
It's okay, i still love you even though we didn't meet each other.
Okay, i gotta' get used to my blog AGAIN. yay, so long everyone!

Misery without company

2009-12-12T19:55:00.000-08:00

Hello guys, yes i know, i've not been updating for a long time.
I was kinda' busy & lazy. haha. xD

Saturday, Dec 12.

I was so happy i got to meet the top 2 finalist of S'pore Idol at Jurong Point. yay.
Before going to Jurong Point, I met Mael in bus 187, cos that's what i planned.
When he got in the bus, while i was looking outside, his perfume wafted through
my mind. And i know it was him, even though he sat at the other side of the bus,
but in front of me. hehe. So after arriving, went to see the Idols then walk around Jurong Point.
Then met my Mom & brother & went Banquet to eat! I was hungry at that time, haha.
After eating, when shopping & back home, spent time with Mael watching Tv in my house.
I'm lazy to elaborate everything, too lazy. I'll update soon ok, bye.

Movies late at night

2009-11-23T07:15:00.000-08:00

I love this 2012 movie so much, i enjoyed it. Seems a little bit scary though. *biting nails*
Yeah, you've guys should watch it, been having goosebumps while watching this movie.

Okay, as for Paranormal Activity, omg. I just don't know what to say. The last part, i meant the ending is like sfxczcxcfs!

Can you imagine, omg. I can't sleep at night keep thinking about those nightmares in my head. Yeah, don't see it alone. But the problem is, i love watch spooky movies. Haha!

HIATUS

2009-11-09T09:25:00.001-08:00

Well i can't meet Mael for 1 week, damn.

What could get any worser? oh dammit!

Well, all i know is, this Saturday I'm gonna enjoy since i just got my pay. I wanna live life to the fullest, i don't even care what shits you people tell me, i might hang around with friends that have nonsense attitude, but i don't get influence by them. So what if i don't club, drink or smoke. You guys wanna judge a book by it's cover, well think again. And(!) to you spammers, what are those shits you spam about Mael and Atika? Why? Do you guys know them very very well? If you do, well i think they aren't what you see they are. If it's true they talk behind my back, hugged each other or whatsoever, there's no need for chaos in here. These are what i call people with no brains. You guys want me & Mael to get separated is it? Let me put it as "jealousy". Stop all these nonsense lah assholes! Ergh. So yeah, been busy working, having back pains, my legs are aching badly, damn! I don't think i have the right time nor any time to update. As i was saying, I'm gonna enjoy on this coming Saturday. Maybe there are pictures on Saturday or maybe Sunday & i will update it on my blog.

Omg, i hate that guy, stupid ah you. So damn action lor. Show2 muscle, eeew. Stop it okay. You think what, more girls come to you is it? huh? huh? I don't think so lah bro. Haha. People all know you're like the popular "playboy" ever. & don't complain if you're always leading a single life. C'mon just change your attitude & don't be so "ya ya papaya" will ya? Haha! Okay, whatever, I think i wanna go to sleep right now. Tired & sleepy already. Ergh.

And(!!) I miss you so much Mael. :(

Sayang semuanya

2009-11-05T04:28:00.000-08:00

Thursday Night:

Meet Bibah. Laughing about the Amira thingy. =D. N.U.H. Lily's Crib. Far East. Cahaya. Eat. Window shopping. Smoking Session. Heren. Toilet. Cam whore. Taka. Cam whore. Smoking session. Orchard Cineleisure. Orchard Central. Long escalator, Lily TAKOT! haha. Toilet. Cam whore. Mrt. Home sweet home. No mood. Fuck! (& oh, stop copying me kay! Copydog. =.=)

At last got to meet LILY, AMIE & NISHA! miss you guys. hee hee! >.<

Omg, guess what. Earlier on when i was using my laptop, my lil brother called me to see what was outside the window. I saw a cloud that was shaped like a Dragon, then i ignored him cos' it was like merepek. haha! Then a few minutes later, he called me again to see outside the window again, it had change into a bird then to a butterfly, then to a rabbit, then to a frog, then to a cupid, then change to Picachu. Haha! Too many lah! It changes like every 5 mins. Errr, whatever, was just imagining but it looks so real like fucking real, it was scary but weird.

[Ni gambar-gambar nye eh!]

lalala

2009-11-03T14:27:00.000-08:00

So, here's the left over's PHOTOS! =)
Enjoy!
(Akym, nah amek ko. irritating je. haha! =.=)

That Saturday night

2009-11-02T17:12:00.000-08:00

First of all, I'm sorry for not updating. My Internet is down. =.= Sorry, ergh.
& i think I've waited for 15mins just to upload 5 pictures. & i think there's 100 pictures. Haha!
LEFT OVER'S PICTURES, TOMORROW OKAY. (LAZY)

I'm lazy to elaborate everything. So, here it goes, hope ya'll could understand. haha!

Met LOVE. Bought Cigarette. Lakeside Mrt. Went with Fizul. Eunos Mrt. Bus 13. 7eleven. East Coast Park. Pit D41. Far. Blahblah. Talk. Sit. Lepak. Eat. Drink. Laugh. Walk. Fart. Dig nose. Smoke. Play sand. Cam whore. Barbecue. Chicken. Hot dog. Corn. Cam whore. Tired. Tent. Bored. Smoke. Sit. Stand. Walk. Toilet. Burger King. 3 a.m. Eat. Drink. Laugh. Sit. Beach. Kiss. Hug. Tent. Hear songs. Sleep.

Morning. Woke up. Walk by the beach. Cam whore. See them play with the stick thingy.
Tent. Towel. Walk. Bath. Make-up. Walk. Burger King Breakfast. Pack up. Sit. Walk. Fought with Mael. Dammit. Shit. Shop. Bus196. Alone. Quiet. Cold. Sleep. Got down. Bus 99. Sat alone again. Angry. Got down. Did not notice. Mael following . Talk things out. Laugh. Smile. Walk. Smoke. Sleepy. Lepak. Cam whore. Cute cat. Laugh. Walk. Home sweet home. SLEEP! Bye. (:

HAHAHA! What the fuck. Watch this. >.<

Gahh!

2009-10-27T19:41:00.000-07:00

Hello, sorry readers for not updating.
Will update as soon as possible with alot of pictures :D
My laptop is having problems, ergh!
And anyway, Mael and me are okay now. I'm happy.
Everything will be okay now, Mwahs!
Ok bye!

Don't leave me

2009-10-22T02:24:00.000-07:00

It's a curious sensation. The sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feelings.
When your heart is broken, your boats are burned, nothing matters anymore.
It is the end of happiness and the beginning of peace.

What I'm doing right now at 2.41a.m is using this laptop. I'm all HEARTBROKEN now. :'(
I was about to sleep when something happened. Right now i can't stop crying, no i CAN'T!
Used tissues all over the floor, eye drops keep rolling down my cheeks over & over again,
keep looking at HIS pictures, keep hearing sad songs, keep doing things w/o thinking.
Is this the END of us? I just can't believe it. I love you so so much.
*cryingcryingcrying* *sadsadsad*

-

2009-10-21T08:03:00.000-07:00

"Life can be a constant struggle, filled with hardship and obstacles. Or it can be a grand adventure filled with challenges and intrigue. Every second of every day, it’s entirely up to you how you live it. It all ends the same way. How you feel when you get there is the only thing you have control over. You wanna know what living life to the fullest actually is? It’s waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It’s knowing you always deserve to laugh. It’s doing what feels right no matter what. It’s doing what you want to no matter how stupid you look. It’s about being yourself, because no one can tell you you’re doing it wrong."

So, right now I'm currently chatting with Puterikuching, Kiki, we was
talking about something *secret*, but still i forgive you guys, it's okay.
I don't mind at all. (: So I'm all doll up to go to work. (:
See you guys soon okay. Bye

-

2009-10-20T19:50:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, whenever I'm with you, i felt alone. If only someone could accompany
me, so i won't be lonely. My heart sank under the darkness.

"Know yourself fully before making promises to another. Make many mistakes so you’ll know the right decision when it really matters. Know when to hold on and when to let go. Love hard and often, and without reservation. Seek knowledge. Open yourself up to possibility. Keep your heart open, your head high and your spirit free. Embrace your darkness along with your light. Never mislead anyone, especially yourself. Have the courage to admit when you’re wrong. Awaken to the brilliance of ordinary moments. See goodness in the world. Strive to be your best. Be bold. Be grateful. Be wild and gloriously free. Be you."

Gotta watch it man

2009-10-20T08:52:00.000-07:00

Damn, i wanna watch this movies badly, curiously. haha!

Jennifer's Body

2012

Sorority Row

Halloween 2

1year2months

2009-10-19T08:33:00.000-07:00

Mae[l]ov[E]ina grows 1 year & 2 months today. <3

And(!) Happy 17th Birthday Ayim. (:
Me and Bibah made a cake for him. yay.
"Geram aku tak dapat2 sabo ko! urgh! next time eh, haha"

Someday, somehow

2009-10-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

We catch a movie called "Imagine That".
It was Hilarious & Heartwarming.
We keep laughing our ass out man! haha. ^^
I bet ya' Mael & Zaki's laugh was the loudest in the cinema. gosh! =.=
Donkey betol!

These was October 17 left out's pictures. (:
I enjoy every single minute with you.
Anyway, tomorrow Mae[l]ov[e]ina gonna' grow 1 year & 2 months <3. (:

BNJ, YAY!

2009-10-17T21:14:00.000-07:00

Oh no! I forgot to take yesterday's pictures from Mael's hp. :(
I'll get it asap & post them in my blog okay? yayy.
Well, so yesterday me & Mael plan to catch a movie & eat Ben & Jerry's
at Vivo City. Then after awhile meeting Mael at Lakeside Mrt at around 5.
Zaki texted & ask if he could tag along. Hmm, i said okay cos' he was bored at home.
So met him at Ben & Jerry's cos' when we were in our way in the train, he was still at home.
Okay so, me & Mael booked the tickets first. Sadly can't watch those that are M18, cos'
Zaki's birthday ain't over yet, ahyaaa! So we decided to watch Imagine That.
Then headed to Ben & Jerry's, eat that favourite ice-cream of mine, most favourite was Sweet Cream & Cookies. heehee!
Then headed to Long John Silver cos' Zaki was hungry. Then smoke & headed to the movies.
After watching, smoke & ya' know what. Fuck, i had always hated this part where we had to
CHASE the LAST TRAIN. I was almost half dead, haha! Damn it very very much!

Oh, well i will upload yesterday's pictures tomorrow okay?
Okay bye!

w/o you i'm nothing

2009-10-16T18:40:00.000-07:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥

I'm always late, i know & i'm sorry. Accompany bby at 4 till 6. And i went back home, cook for my brothers & went off again, i didn't have much time. 187 bus is the slowest. & when i'm on my way to fetch Mael for BBDC, there was this ambulance in the middle of the road near Bukit Batok Mrt Station, near the traffic light before the polyclinic. Dman! I took me so long to reach there, but whatever, it's not my problem that i'm late for meeting Mael. (: And, Mael failed the Practical, awww. Cos' he didn't attend for nearly 2 months cos' he got no money. Hmm, try harder ok bby. So here are some pictures for today, i didn't have the mood cos' i was tired.

Cheeky cheeky bang bang!

BNJ

2009-10-16T13:27:00.000-07:00

Currently I'm craving for Ben & Jerry's Ice-cream.
I'll go crazy for the Sweet Cream & Cookies! Wha.
I love it, Maybe me & Mael's gonna spent time
at Ben & Jerry's on this weekends, Sat or Sun maybe.
Can't wait sucking up on my ice-cream. (:

And, right now I'm getting ready to meet Mael soon.
He's at BBDC, having his motorbike theory from 2 till 3 plus
& practical from 6 till 8. So in between those theory & practical he's
all alone, & he asked me to accompany him & eat somewhere.
I miss you.

-

2009-10-11T21:53:00.000-07:00

"I wanna watch this, SOON.
sounds so scary, but i wanna watch it"
Sorority Row

2009-10-11T20:16:00.000-07:00

Baby you're the best.
Best i ever had.

Never meant to hurt you

2009-10-11T20:11:00.000-07:00

We almost broke up, sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry!
Here we go again, hurting each other for no reasons.
Wondering why we keep repeating the same mistakes.

I'm sorry
They say it takes time to get over serious relationships (relationships)
But I've been waiting patiently (patiently)
I'm still stuck on you (stuck on you)
I still picture your face smiling at me (smiling at me)
I've made a big mistake (big mistake)
But now i gotta face the consequences of my actions (my actions)
But until your back here in my arms (here in my arms)
I'll never have the satisfaction (satisfaction)

I know you know (you know)
That I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
I never meant to hurt chu
If there anything that i can do
To make it up to you
I'd do anything baby (baby)
Cause I'm sorry
I never meant to make you cry (make you cry, yeah)
I don't want to say goodbye, I'm sorry
I'm sorry that i lied

Everyday that passes, I'm missing you more and more
I still remember the first time i set eyes on you (first time i set eyes on you)
I knew that this was heaven sent (heaven sent)
Though I'm destined (destined) To be, with you
And now I've messed it up (messed it up)
I pray to god above (pray to god above)
That chu will forgive me (that chu will forgive me)
Just take me in your arms (in your arms)
And hold me all night long (all night long)
And tell me you'll never leave me (you'll never leave me baby)

I know you know (you know)
That I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
I never meant to hurt chu
If there anything that i can do
To make it up to you (to make it up to you)
I'd do anything baby (I'd do anything yeah)
Cause I'm sorry (sorry)
I never meant to make you cry (make you cry, yeah)
And i don't wanna say goodbye, I'm sorry
I'm sorry that i lied

I believe that everything happens for a reason
(Ooooohhh yeahhyeahhyea) You know everybody makes mistakes
And everybody regrets sometimes
Don't let this ruin everything that we had
I don't want you to forget how much I love you baby
(I love you baby) How much i miss you baby
(You got me missing you babe) You mean everything to me

And i know you know (I know) that I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
I never meant to hurt chu
If there anything that i can do (that i can do)
To make it up to you ( to make this up to you babe)
I'll do anything baby (anything baby)
Cause I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
And i never meant to make you cry (make you cry baby)
I don't want to say goodbye
I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
I'm sorry that i lied

DARAH

2009-10-10T20:37:00.000-07:00

We watched this yesterday on 9 OCT, like OMG how disgusting it is to see so many bloods. I know it's M18 but i don't think i'm ready enough to watch it, cos it looked so real when they chopped the body and all cos' they wanna lived longer and they were born at the 1880s or something, i forgot. But overall, i think it's a nice to watch movie, if you're only 18. HAHA! yay, i gotta watch it already. yahuu! >.<

Happy happy Reddy day (:

2009-10-09T21:21:00.000-07:00

HELLO! Updated already! Happy nye. hee.

This was on,

29 Sept on Tuesday: 10th day of Hari Raya.
Sorry guys for the long time updating. My blog is having problems
uploading the photos. Well, i did have fun with them that day.
& yes, i wore red with Mael, yay! >.<

(Scroll down for more pictures.)

>.<
I'm happy on that day. But sadly Lily can't tag
along cos' she's working. Oh well, till here then.
Take care, Bye all! :D

In the future

2009-10-03T09:52:00.000-07:00

(Click to enlarge)
Oh wow! I've found this in the internet.
i guess it's gonna mix up my mind since there will
be too many stations & lines to keep in mind.
S'pore's getting richer, haha. lol. And there's gonna
be a New LRT in Jurong, that's great. (:

2009-09-23T06:35:00.000-07:00

"I need a hug from you.
Whenever i'm with you, i felt like we're alone.
I'd never think of anything else but you, ONLY YOU."

My boyf

2009-09-23T04:56:00.000-07:00

Suppose to meet Bby today, but he didn't reply my msgs.
The day before Hari Raya was our 1 year 1 month anni. :D
so well, we will be wearing HOT RED this year!
whaaaaaa, can't wait. >.<

I'm sorry, i just don't want to lose you, AGAIN! :(

2009-09-22T23:55:00.000-07:00

"I felt like my heart is going to swell up. Oh gosh, i felt like dying right now."
Damn it very very very much. :(

Lovebugs

2009-09-22T23:41:00.000-07:00

Yay! I'm so happy today. Bcos i gotta' meet all my 3 CUTE little cousins. >.<
First went to Grandma's cos her home was at Tampines, so after that we decide to go to
my Uncle's home yang ade 3 cute little cousins of mine. hehheh. Suke!

Cute huh those 3 little lovebugs. (: First is Misha Humairah, 2nd id Mika'il Rusydi & 3rd is Mirza Anaqi, all starts with the letter "M". Sooo(!), after Raya-ing at their house, we went to Century Square to eat at RAMENTEN. wha! Sedap! After eating, took Mrt home, WHA what a lon journey to Jurong East! Man, luckily we've got seats. So i slept in the train. err, till here okay?
BYE!

Syawal

2009-09-19T23:31:00.001-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin!

Eina ingin mengucap kan, Selamat Hari Raya!

Sepuluh jari eina susan, memohon maaf

kalau tersilap, terkasar, termaki, terpukol,

terpegang ke, terape2 la yang buat korg marah

ke kecik ati ke, maafkn ye. (:

I love this song, :(. heh, ok have fun ya'll, Bye!

i'm so ready

2009-09-18T01:26:00.000-07:00

Well, Hari Raya is around the corner.
Wha! that's fast huh? well, i guess i will not be updating these few
days, since i'm busy with chores at home, following my mum buy things
for this upcoming raya. Still haven't bought my raya shoes, damn.
Raya clothes done, Hair done, Make-up done, Accessories done, except Shoes.
Will be buying it today, i mean later on. haha. & Anw,
Mlm raye aku turon.
Nmpk tegor, k bye! :D

busy

2009-09-15T21:37:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll!
I'm kinda busy at the moment.
working, got tired & sleep nowadays.
cos' of fasting & also doing chores at home for this
upcoming raye! so i didn't get to update. :(
eventhough blog is already ok now, got to upload pictures already,
but still i didn't update it, oh gosh! sorry guys!
i will update asap! yay! (: take care lovely readers.

2009-09-10T04:32:00.000-07:00

ARGHHHH!
i need
PAIN KILLERS!
damn it very very much. phoo!

Doh, gua tgh tgok cite Bohsia ni doh.
gerek doh, hahaha. k bye.

Happy Bday to my Bbygirl, BabyJepon

2009-09-09T23:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY BabyJepon!

It's 090909, how cool is that.(:
It's so sweet of you not to forgot my Bday
and neither do i. (:
Happy Bday! wishing you all the great
things in life, hope this day will bring you an
extra share of all that makes you the happiest!
I wish you luck in your future endeavours!
Last long with Blackjack okay! =)
Hope you'll have a blissful year this year.
Love ya. =)

Happy Bday to my dear bestie, Elly

2009-09-08T21:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ELLYANA!

To my Babygirl here, Happy bday to you.
May your BIRTHDAY brings you as much
happiness as you give to everyone who knows you.
I wish you all luck in your future endeavours.
No matter what i i'm always here to keep you staying strong.
And yeah, last long with Sepet okay!
So, Hope you'll have a blissful year this year.
Love you Elly. =)

Happy Birthday to my Special friend.
my love for you, i wish to extend.
Experiences filled, with love & laughter,
special memories, i shall recall after.

From the beginning, you made me smile,
Accepted me, without any trail.
Never judged or jumped to conclusions,
Exciting friendship, random infusions.

I cannot ask for anything more,
So many thing we simply adore.
Hope this Birthday never ends,
In my heart, time transcends.

Sucks

2009-09-06T04:53:00.000-07:00

Was bored, so what i did was this. (:

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
- then what? wth.
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there?
- My USB.
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- Cinta Fitri on Sensasi.
4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
- err? 7.55 p.m.
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
- 7.58 p.m.
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- Songs.
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
- Yesterday, i'm sure okay. haha.
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
- My friend's blog.
9. What are you wearing?
- T-shirt & shorts.
10. Did you dream last night?
- yes.
11. When did you last laugh?
- ytd, with my bby (:
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
- nothing.
13. Seen anything weird lately?
- yes, this bapok name Mael, same as bby's. haha, weird & funny. haha!
14. What do you think of this quiz?
- this quiz SUCKS! =.=
15. What is the last film you saw?
- err? Orphan.
16.If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
- Only overnight? haha, i don't know.
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
- you really wanna know? okay, I HATE YOU, now you know. hahahaahah! 18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
- what a question. i will save the world, so it could live as long as it can, for millions & millions of years!
19. Do you like to dance?
- yes i do.
20. George Bush:
- face's is like a monkey! hahaha.
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
- Keela Eriyanti.
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
- Karrazi Rusydi.
23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
- No.
24. What do you want to say to God when you reach the pearly gates?
- I love you.
25. What is the most important PART of being in a relationship?
- TRUST!

Wisdom tooth

2009-09-06T04:08:00.000-07:00

Oh damn, my tooth is hurting me.
I need to go to the dentist. oh boy!
On my bday, i need to suffer this.
I'm gonna go thru fever again. oh god!
here it goes, woo, can't wait =.='

hurry hurry tooth, get out of my mouth!

Wacky birthday

2009-09-05T23:36:00.000-07:00

Happy 18th Birthday to myself!

Nehh, i didn't celebrate today, just went shopping at orchard with bby.
And(!) guess what, ytd nearly at 12A.M on 5 sept, someone ring the door bell at my house.
Me & my siblings thought it was the "Nenek jual keropok!" hahah.
Nehh, it was Baby & Zaki, they came over just to give me presents on my Birthday at 12A.M.
Awwwww! Thanks okay love. i love you so much! (:

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME

2009-09-05T00:50:00.000-07:00

Hello aliens, zombies, vampires & dinosaurs!

THANK YOU guys, for the BIRTHDAY wishes!
sorry for not replying some of ya' guys text msgs.
My prepaid is already low, will top up ASAP. (:
ergh, da legal la aku, yay! hahaha, siak.

Sleep

2009-09-02T09:18:00.000-07:00

Survey.

attached , single , crushing ?
Attached with my babyboy. tehehe.

What's his/her fullname ?
Muhammad Ismail Bin Mohd Ishak. haha, sorry b. ;P

Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend ?
Of course, and it's me.

Do you know a secret about him/her?
Almost everything.

Is this person older than you ?
Yes, by only 6 or 7 months.

Has he/she ever cooked for you ?
Oh yes, maggie i think, long time ago. nyaha.

When was the last time you thought of him/her ?
Every seconds past.

Do you have a nickname for each other ?
Not so sure about that, but i love to call him bacen, haha!

How many times do you talk to this person in a week ?
Almost every night.

Why is this person your 1st top list ?
Cos' he's in my mind every single time.

Have you seen this person cry ?
Yes, and i felt like crying too, i'm so sorry k b about that time, haiyaa.

How long have you known this person ?
Almost 4 or maybe 5 years i think. heh (:.

Have you ever been to the mall with this person ?
Of course laa. alamak!

Have you ever watched movies at his/her place ?
Of course, everytime, can't even count how many movies we had watched.

If you ever moved away would you leave him/her ?
Of course i won't. i really2 love him, he's my EVERYTHING!

Have you ever given this person something ?
Alot. Love, trust, patience.

Have you ever done something stupid with this person ?
err, i don't think so, but we like to act stupid, haha. especially mael, cute uh u! haha.

What is it that you love doing with this person ?
Tickling him. Hehehe. tell jokes, have fun! =D

Do you hate anything about him ?
Anything that i don't like him to do.

Do you know this person's shoe size ?
7or 8 i guess? haha.

Have you ever worn this person clothes ?
i don't think so.

Have you heard this person sing ?
Most of the time, whenever he gets bored.

Have you and this person ever had a fight ?
Fight or argue? i think most of the time. grrr!

Do you know how to make this person feel happy ?
Yes. Secret. hehehe.

Do you and this person talk alot ?
YES! but, we don't talk when one of us start our attitude.

Have you kicked this person ?
Yes! karate kangg! whachiakk! >.<

Do you love this person ?
YES, YES, YES, i really2 do!

Do you want to be with him/her forever ?
Yes, Insyaallah.

Why ?
Because i love him. He's special to me okay! (:

List down names that you wanna them to do a survey ?
Ellyana
Atyra
RinaKetot
Keerah

you amazed me

2009-09-01T07:42:00.000-07:00

Hello aliens, zombies, vampires & dinosaurs!

4 more day(s) till my BIRTHDAY!
yayness! >.< Legal soon. ahhhee!

sleepless

2009-09-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

DAMN! Watching Final Destinaton 4 need to be 18 years-old. And i have another few more days till i'm 18.
My Birthday is on this SATURADAY, 5 SEP! & Mael promised to watch it with me on my b'dae, but too bad.
Today, Mael & his friends are watching Final Destination at Vivo. It's really really
a disappoinment for me. How he had always watched any movie that i wanna' watch with him
with his friends. Might as well i watch it ALONE.
I think it would be better. I got nothing much to say man! I'm just sad.
And i said that on my Birthday, i wanna watch it on 3D. And today, he & his friends
are watching it w/o 3D and he said he wanna watch it in 3D one on my b'dae.
I said, there's no need to watch it with me anymore. Then he scold me vulgarities!
Wth? i felt like crying. Ergh! Whatever. So, right now i'm so tired, working, fasting.
Damn! I felt like sleeping all day. nyahaha! DAMN, blog still can't upload pictures.
And can't even colour the FONTS! Fuck. Ergh!

Alright, Rina tag me to do this quiz.
Since i was bored, i managed to do it. yay!
So, here it go!

This survey gets a little personal can you handle it?
- err. i hope so.

Do you think somebody is in love with you?
- idk.

I bet you miss somebody right now?
- Yes, i think so.

I bet you're thinking about someone right now?
- yeah.

Who is in your mind right now?
- Adalah, you don't need to know.

When was the last time someone said you were hot?
- idk.

Who was the last person who texted you?
- Mael.

Is he/she your friend ?
- More than that. >.<

Can you honestly say your okay right now?
- no. i'm not okay!

Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?
- yeah, sometimes.

Do you hate when guys/girls flirt with your bf/gf?
- duhh!! what do u expect man!

Have you ever been on a blind date?
- idk.

What are you planning to do after this?
- Sleep.

What is bothering you right now?
- Something on my mind that makes me sad.

Was today a good day?
- NO!

Has anyone of the opposite sex sang to you?
- yes! of course.

Would you hug anyone?
- Of course la, anyone i love, i will hug them. (:

Have you ever broken someones heart?
- Hahaha! yes.

Have you kissed more than 10 people this year?
- If kissed on the cheecks, yes, alot . If lips, no.

Honestly, do you hate the last boy/girl you were talking to?
- No.

How's your heart lately?
- It's fine. No worries.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
- Not so sure about that.

Last person you saw other than your family?
- well, my friends, my kak angkat. Hee.

When is the last time you were otp?
- just now at 3p.m.

Tag 4 people to do this survey:
-Rose Idariza
-Eena Shawty
-Lilly Dearest
-Baby Jepon

2009-08-29T06:26:00.000-07:00

I'm just rotting at home. What a damn boring Saturday it is. Didn't fast at all,
cos' of my menses. ergh! Got money but don't know where to go. Wanna go geylang with bby but he went there with his friends, i don't wanna be the one left out, so i didn't follow, no use in following them. So at home, slept nearly till break fast, damn! but nevermind, everyone in the house didn't even puasa, only my mum.
My brothers? well, they didn't puasa from the day i got my menses. 5 days straight, kpo. I said that i wanna fast tmr, & they said, "aku pon ah" wth! Guy's reason for not fasting is what? tell me? no good reasons for not fasting. Atleast girls have their own reasons okay. hahaha. Well, i'm so bored, so i went to Vimeo.com & watched new songs. Oh well, i gtg, i'm so lazy to blog. bye!

catching up?

2009-08-29T06:14:00.000-07:00

It’s still sinking in… I know he’s gone but I still catch myself thinking “damn, Michael Jackson died.”

*sigh* If Mj were alive now, he would turn 51 today. :(

It's easy to love you, but it's hard to see you go.

2009-08-29T04:27:00.000-07:00

Fuck you.
ya' know what, everyone says that you're not even
a hotstuff. hahaha. ma'fucka! you're sucha a faker.
you're fake ya'know that? i'm so sad for you.
i got my own bitch here, who cares a damn thing about you.
look at you, awww. poor thang. hahahahahaha!
i don't even care if i lose you. you don't even cost a thing in my life!
you're such an Ass, like seriously! go die ah busted!

lol

2009-08-26T02:20:00.001-07:00

Haha, to that person. you go jump down building pon cantek beb!
mati sua. Ape aku kesah, jahanam ah ko. sape prasan, dier la tu. haha! =D
biar la dier dapat dosa eh. kepo psl org. wth! ergh.
if i were you, i might as well ignore.
da besar jadi makcik kpo. suke la tu. hahah!
ok, done! malas aku nak lyn org jahanam mcm ko ah sial!

ramadhan

2009-08-22T08:09:00.000-07:00

Oh damn, blooger is being a Bitch right now!
How am i suppose to post anything if i can't upload pictures.
Oh bummer(!) DAMN you blogger. =.=
I'm so bored right now, guys check out this website. Cool aye? >.<

http://killerjo.net/

And(!)

Selamat Berpuasa to all Muslims.

I got no mood, even on the 1st day of Ramadhan.

I think it's because of my menses. It's gonna come in a few days more.

Damn, i was so angry today, i throw, i tear, i shout, i kick, i spit ****.

i was so mad, i don't care a damn thang here. At 1:30 today,went

Jurong Point cos' mama forgot to bring her things to give to her friend.

So she asked me to go J.P. After that she said that she wanna buy a

Birthday CAKE for my lil' brother, Faris. It's his 14th Birthday today.
So we went SWENSENS to buy an ice-cream cake. ^-^

i will UPDATE more ok? Blogger is sucha' Bitch. i will upload

pictures if the blog is ok. Goodbye stupid blog.

Happy 1st Anni

2009-08-19T23:45:00.000-07:00

I just don't know why we fought today. i don't know what's wrong with you. I'm always wrong, i know, always me. & my mum called so many times. i just got no freedom, i got no mood, i wanted to cry but i can't. Today was our 1st Anniversary & we wanted to watched movies at Vivo City but all the movie's time that we wanna watch was at 9 plus, i'm scared that there's no train, no bus.
i felt like i'm NOTHING to everyone. i rather die then being here. No one appreciate me in what i do. I just kept quiet cos' i don't want this situation to get worser. So, we went to Orchard Cineleisure, but still all were at 9 plus, i was fed up. At last met Mael's friends, i don't want to mention who. It will just make me sad. Ate Long john silver's & wanted to go to the toilet, when this irritating girl came by me & ask me to buy her facial stuffs, i'm going to the toilet she took all my time,cb. All her stuffs were 100 or nearly 200 to 250 dlrs. She forced me to buy them, but what the hell. i got no money, you asked me to buy. I felt like pointing my middle finger in the air right infront of her face & walked away! people got no bucks, so what the fuck are you forcing me for!

All she wants is money, fuck you, =.= ergh! whatever, just look at the pictures, i was acting (happy in front of you) when i'm not.

The best thing about me is you

2009-08-19T00:00:00.000-07:00

Happy 1 Year Annivrsary LOVE.
190809
MAE{L]OV[E]INA

If i had to choose between loving you, and breathing.
I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.
Some of the greater things in life are unseen thats why
you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream...

Chatted with ♥ just now before 12 am, & he was
the first to wish me at exactly 12AM, hehe. sorry ♥, i didn't look at the time. :(
I felt like it's so fast right our 1 year? i'm so happy, i meant SO SO SO HAPPY(!)
you will forever be mine. (: i know we had always fight.
well, here's the reason why. (:
The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring. It's so true bby. =)
If rain drops were kisses,I could send you showers. if hugs were seas i send you oceans. and if love was a person i send you me(!) Hehe. >.<

I love you so much ♥!

----

To Riah: hahah! Fuck mak kau bodoh. tak suke jangan tgok blog aku.
Oh, ko pk aku tipu eh? beh sape yang buat FAKE account tu? ko pe? FUCK SIALLLL ni anak!
BAPAK KO MATI CEPAT AH SIAL! FAMILY KO SUME, PUKIMAK!
Muke kau tk lawa pe sial? ko ckp mcm2 psl aku? kay!
AND who the hell said if i'm the one who said my blog was nice! Fuck u.
it was my friends, you're blind is it? =.= & what for u tag me, KPO sial ni anak sundal.
sukati aku ah nak tuka name aku, name ko pe dgr2? jealous pe CB!!
I should say, people who spam are just jealous. serious! tkly tgok org senang.
aku agak, mmg muke ko pecah nak mampos that's y ko msok blog
aku spam2. tsk ade jgk org mcm gni, people like this, i called them
ya'know what, BINATANG! mmg pon, dogs. your're just like dogs, bodoh!
sape aja ko g blog org ckp dier tak lawa ah, pecah ah.
look at yourself in the mirror BITCH! stupid dog.
OH, OR OR maybe u look like this BIG FAT ASSHOLE HERE
OR THAT UGLY, eeew!
& i've deleted your spam, name riah, kiwak! o.0

HAHAHAHAHA! what.
I know you will die fast ASSHOLE!
& you will have a v v v miserable life Fucker!

Few more hours

2009-08-18T23:41:00.000-07:00

Meet Mael today, yay! I accompany him to BBDC, he wanna take up motorcycle license. =)
It took about an hour plus. & at last he was so lazy to work.
Then we took 187 & wanted to go to my crib, but when i called home. My mum was there so we went JP, but before that, mum called me & scold me whatever. She was shouting at the phone, so i walk to somewhere quiet & Mael was not there. After talking to her i was cring, i don't know what's wrong. You people don't need to know kay, kpo! Haha. Then Mael said he pitied me, so he said if i wanna go JP & eat my favourite Chicken Rice at Banquet, i said Yes with a smile. Thanks bby for cheering me up. Without you i really don't what i will do after that. & thanks for the treat. ^.^ i love u so much. After arriving JP we went to the 3rd floor cos' Mael wanna see if there's the movie called Orphan. But sadly,there wasn't. :( So we went Banquet, i so damn hungry, i didn't ate from morning. Haha. i ordered Chicken Rice, hehe! delicious sia. Then after eating, me& him bought Chocolate Waffles at JP & 100plus Big gulp from 7-eleven. Then took 157, the bus was so so so LATE, i was so angry, Mael got to smoke for awhile. Stupid sia the bus driver. sheesh! Then took bus & went home & chatted with Mael. (:

Owned

2009-08-18T21:29:00.000-07:00

On Sunday, sorry i post it really2 late.
I can't upload pictures, STUPID BLOG! ergh(!)

I'm so bored at home so decide to follow Mama & Papa to airport. (:
My dad was going back to China. ergh. We took taxi to Changi Airport.
We're too lazy to take train, from the end to the other end. =.=
Summore with Dad's BIG luggage. gawd! Okay so, after arriving went to
book dad's tickets then went to eat at this Foodcourt at T2 right at the top
of the carpark 3rd floor or should i say 4th floor. Haha! As stated there, it's
at the 3rd floor but when we got down from the lift, all i see was carpark
so we went up the stairs & there's it was. haha. So, i ate abit of rice & some veggies.
Since i really got no mood & felt so tired during that time. After eating, took
some pictures & sent Dad till the Departure at T3. Then walk around T3 & T2
& Mama wanted to go to the Restaurant Breeks & sees the menu. She only say sees
the menu, but she wanted to eat there, well, if for me, anything goes! nyaha!
I ate the Garlic Mashed potato, Sumpah sedap! >.< & i order Strawberry Lemonade drink, or err?
i forgot what's it called. Mama order Mahi-Mahi Fish with Pesto Cream. Weird name. haha!

After getting down the train, i took some pictures. Felt really bored. haha!
i really like the wheather that day, so COOLING. ergh!
Got home, watched tv & met Mael. yay! >.<

Ignorance

2009-08-18T21:03:00.000-07:00

BLOODY SHIT!

there's this fucking person using my name.

And my pic on Friendster. And there's this another girl

using my name only, no originality is it?
I came across this profile when i saw "Einadoll".

After i viewed her, the next day she changes her name back. FY!

And this is the other profile, See the shoutout, What?

Fuck ah. Private profile, ape takot? Cibai k!

You think i'm not already active in Friendster you can

take over my place? FUCK YOU DUMBASSHOLE!

What the hell? Why are there such people doing this.
Aku sumpah ko mati cepat ah sial! sot je sial aku.

Blog pulak mcm sial, tk ley upload gambar

& tk ley letak colours to fonts. Dammit! =.=

The link.

And seriously i'm gonna change my name. ASSHOLES!

LOVELOVELOVE

2009-08-18T12:07:00.000-07:00

Baby, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! wee~
Another 2 more Day(s) till our 1 Year Anniversary. And somemore Puase is around the corner.
Right now chatting with Mael, haiya! i miss him like hell!
Oh gosh! There's so many event's coming my way.

-1 year Anniversary on 19/08/09
-Hari Raya Puasa on 22/08/09 (i think. haha)
-Faris's Birthday on 22/08/09
-AND(!!) My Birthday on 05/0909

i will definitely be getting ready for all that! =)
& guys, ya'll know i will be busy these few days. Hope ya'll
know why huh. (: & Baby, i felt like meeting you now.
Even though it's already 12:27A.M. =)
& hey, guess what? i made a new name.
MAE[L]OV[E]INA
Macan cool gitu eh b, hehe. love you always. Muah!

2009-08-17T23:13:00.000-07:00

I want this for my Birthday! PLEASE. >.<

LG GD900 Crystel

Hehe, this Handphone looks interesting to me, i bet ya'll are drooling for this.
It's the World's First Transparent Design. It's expensive, so whatever.
I will be craving for it anyway. bahaha! ^.^

2009-08-16T07:28:00.000-07:00

>.<

can't wait to be LEGAL.
& i really don't know who's that person behind me.
Please stop askin' me okay. GOD!

I'm in are you?

2009-08-14T06:09:00.000-07:00

ON Thursday
Went out with my babygirls as usual. ^-^ We went Cineleisure AGAIN, nyaha!
Just slack there for fun & met Kak Syaz at GUESS. Went back home at 11.15, took train.
I miss them both, especially Lily, she was crazy. Out of no where she SHOUTED like crazy. lol.
In front of everyone, she shouted "FUCK, IDIOT!" =.= whatever la. When we all wanna took train, actually we're takin' the Red Line towards Raffles cos' we are going to take the Green Line but we got in the Red Line towards Woodlands. Lily pandai2, now what? I'm expert in this OKAY! haha. Ya'll lucky that you've got me, remember, everytime ya'll don't know where to go, i will be your guide everywhere. (: pandai2 kn. Haha. Then she called me "Fuck, Idiot!". Cos' she thought i was wrong. When we realised that we've got in the Wrong train, she was PAISEY, now who's the "Fuck, Idiot!" Now? haha! I was right all the way! hee. Came back home called her hp, &(!) she was still saying "Fuck, Idiot!" & i heard a new one, "BITCH!" hahaha. i'm just too tired to tell ya' guys everything so just look at the pictures ok. ^-^

Today will be meeting with BABY(!) Last thursday was canceled. :( cos' went out with Lily & Amie. So, today me & Mael will be collecting our COUPLE RING(!) >.< Our 1 YEAR Anniversary is this coming Wednesday! YAYNESS! & Puasa is around the corner. woo! Will be getting ready for that.

Hacker? go to hell

2009-08-13T01:35:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll FAGGOTS(!) ^-^

I'm so damn bored now man! Then OSHA chatted with me. AND(!) she's using her old account.
i thought it was the person who hacked her account, but i trust Osha ^-^
HAPPY giler sey dier, if i were her i would be feeling the same way too.
Tkde keje sak org tu hacked account Osha. CB pe. Name QISH, muke mcm bapok. nyahahaha! serious!
Wanna see "HER" pic? hahaha! click http://www.tagged.com/qish69

So well, today will be meeting with BABY! i really2 miss him so much. woosshh(!) ^-^

2009-08-12T21:22:00.000-07:00

New TAGBOARD(!!) keep it clean mother fucka'!
Spammers go fuck ya' momma!

eh CB, g mati sua ko. aku SUMPAH ko mampos cepat sial!

2009-08-11T22:19:00.000-07:00

My lovely friends tagged me to do this quiz, well, i'm bored so i guess i'll just do it! hahaha.=D

1) Are you single or attached?
- If you are my daily readers, I'm sure you guys know what's the answer.
I'm happily attached to my BabyLove, Mael. (:

2) Do you have a person you like?
- Zac Efron. HOT guy. (:

3) What is the name you're in love with?
- Mael . ^-^

4) If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea, who will you save?
- OMG. err.. tough question. BUT! my mum knows how to swim. As for my love i would save him first! nyhaha.
Although.. err nvm. (insert LOL smiley face) ^-^

5) Have you hugged someone before?
- Duhh! =.= i love hugging MAEL. ^-^

6) Do you love your parents?
- Please ask questions that make sense. Of course I do. Without them, I wouldn't be here. =.=

7) Are you willing to do anything for your girlfriend/boyfriend?
- Anything, yes, everything, nope. (:

8) Will you hug the one you love?
- Of course, i will hug my bf whenever i met him.

9) Are you jealous now?
- Jealous..? Nope, there's nothing to be jealous about.

10) Who is the last person who messaged you?
- MAEL baby. ^-^

11) Who is your clique?
- My Babygirls. yay! (:

12) Do you want babies in the future?
- Absolutely yes! :D

13) Do you prefer MacDonald's, KFC, Burger King, Long John Silver or coffee shop?
- BURGER KING. My favourite & i just ate there earlier on with Mael baby at JP. (:

14) Do you sniff glue?
- No, I don't.

15) Do you smoke?
- Yes but i intend to quit SOON. But idk when. hah.

16) If your girlfriend/boyfriend is a two-timer, what will you do?
- 1st sedih la, tapi pikir2 balik, BREAK sua! bnyak lagi jtn pat luar,haha siak!

17) Which CCA are you in now?
- Not schooling anymore, so no CCAs. My CCAs are sleeping at home. haha (inside joke)

18) If you're rich, what will you do?
- Travel around the world, shopping, own a wardrobe of clothes, dresses, make-ups, accessories and beautiful high heels, being a fashion designer, buy a BIG BIG house, get married asap, cey jk.

19) If the one you're in love with held your hand, what will you do?
- Smile & kiss him. hehe ^-^

20) If the one you're in love rejects you, what will you do?
- Say goodbye ah, what do you expect me to do then?

21) What is/are your cartoon character/s?
- Spongebob & Patrick. nyaha.

22) Friendship or both?
- Both, love and friendship revolves around me.

23) Cookie monster or Elmo?
- Elmo. ^-^

24) Do you use laptop or computer?
- Laptop.

25) Do you like lollipop?
- Yeaa, if there's nothing to eat or do, there's always Lollipop in my mouth. haa (:

26) Do you have diary?
- I used to have during my primary school times, but now, I focused more on online diary.

27) If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do?
- I won't accept his break. Let him cool down, and I'm sure everything will be fine after that, cos usually, when Boyfriend was mad, he tend to spit out the wrong things, but I know he didn't mean it. It's all about paranoia.

28) Are you blur?
- Am not.

29) If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
- Highlights Copper brown or Violet Red.(:

30) Who is the last person who chatted with you on MSN?
- MAEL baby. ^-^

31) How many girls/boys have you beaten before?
- Many2 times, cos' whenever i started laughing i usually start to beat people.
Especially Mael, sampai mengamok sak tu anak. haha! ^-^ sorry lah.

32) What school are you in?
- Not schooling.

33) Favourite name for a girl?
- Too many to think.

34) Favourite name for a boy?
- Same as the answer above. nyaha. ^-^

35) Tag 10 friends to do this quiz. =)
- Eena Shawty
- Rose Idariza
- Nina Arylana
- Keerah
- Yuyun
- BabyJepon
- Ellyana
- Akime Waney
- Lyn Kecyk
- Lilly Lee

the one i love ♥♥♥♥♥

2009-08-10T23:57:00.000-07:00

Love reminds you that nothing else matters. When you love someone, all
your saved up wishes will start coming out. =)

I miss MAEL so much & i was so bored at home so i went to his work place to fetch him. i met him because i pitied him about yesterday =( After arriving at TB, we went to the smoking area & after that went MACDONALDs to eat. i was so damn HUNGRY! hahaha. you make me happy lahh baby! I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH! ^-^ Then took train home. & i had already miss you baby. =(

One look
One smile
One touch
One embrace
One kiss
One love
Two people
Two minds
Two souls
Two destinies
One road
One journey
One ending
Together.

Happy,Sad

2009-08-10T10:28:00.000-07:00

09 August 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

I had fun today,firstly met bby at lakeside mrt stn with Zaki, then went to Sim Lim cos Zaki wanted to but earphone but didn't found any so went Bugis Junction as our stomach was growling. ^-^ we ate in this restarant, i forgot what's it called, AND(!!) Fhamy Esmeth was working there, ape lagi, discount ah brother! LOL. The food & drinks was so damn DELICIOUS! cos' got discount & sommore it wasn't me who was paying. (: As i was eating Lily called, oh ya! we'd plan to meet at Marina with Amie & Nisha ^-^ After eating we proceed to Marina, then went to the ARCADE. After that, met with Mael's friends at TOPSHOP (Toleng) hahaha! hairi2. =.= They all were LATE, hais! AND(!!) i was the only girl there & there was like 15 guys i think. Lily, Amie & Nisha was so late cos lily ends work at 8, i felt lonely, DAMN FUCKING lonely. & sadly, they didn't get to see the FIREWORKS! :( After they had arrived, me & mael went our separate ways. Mael & his friends drink, stim pwr. hais! wadever laa. They slack at Marina, so as us. At 11 plus we all started to go home but there was NO train, so we took bus 197 but before that everyone saw that TASHA BAPOK. hahaha! eeee,geli. haa. So after getting in the bus, i took out my mp3 & listen to songs when Mael came near the exit door where i stand & start vomiting. OK, from there onwards i really really really, i meant REALLY2 had no mood! Everyone started to look at Mael. DAMMIT! i pity you baby! :( why does it have to happend to you. I know he was in pain, but why did you need to eat that thing. if not this would never happened baby. hais! So we alighted at Jurong Int. & the bad news was, there was no bus at ALL! But because of Mael, we took cab, only 5 person. The others walked from Jrg till Lakeside, haiya! Got home, i can't even closed my eyes to sleep. I'm so WORRIED about you! & I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. =D so,here's the pictures for today, not alot, sorry got no mood.

Had FUN

2009-08-09T05:07:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY
Lily called me today & asked me whether i'm having any plans for today. I said NO,so she said if i wanna go town with her & Amie,i said SURE why not. She asked me to arrive at Woodlans Mrt stn at 8. & i was late, oh bummer(!) at 7.56 took train to wlds, quite fast uh. arrived at 8.12. xD & lily met me in the train at last cab. took red line & proceed to City Hall. Decide to change plans cos' lily wanna meet her admire,Hakim..nyaha! Got nothing to do, so texted Eena Shawty to meet her up at Supreme Court for awhile. Then we went to Marina step, but then got the airport thingy, haha idk what does it called, where we need to take out anything that is metal, like we're going overseas like that! haha, whatever sia! hahaha, so we went window shopping & went to meet Lily's TTM near the Pan Pacific's roof top. Then me & Amie decide to go up the lift, (tkde keje la kn) hahaha. When the lift is right at the top,on the last floor, me & Amie was scared like shit. haha. Then got down the place where they were slacking then we both dragged Lily to the lift, &(!) Lily screamed when we reached at the top. hahaha, still intend to take pictures. hahaha! Actually, wanted to go home with Eena, but at last change plans, Bilal called & ask for a meet with us three. =D but eena was already at the city hall mrt stn then i said i'm sorry that i didn't get to go home with her & i asked if she wanna follow us. She said No, next time. ok,so well Bilal waited for us at Memo, he said that we were late, Bilal, the shopping centre's doors are all closed, how are we gonna get out? so i finally found an EXIT. ohh, thank god(!) then we ran to Memo, after arriving we were sweating like hell. =.= Then we proceed to Mustafa Centre then to Spize near Double O to eat & saw Bilal's friends there too. Before that we all were in Bilal's car when suddenly saw Eena riding her friend's bike. woah,motor pe eena, best ehh. haha! so after eating went to Hendersen Waves to chill. &(!!) guess what, i had already know if Bilal was Nuwwarah's brother. omg. haha! (: & so, here's the pictures for today (:

I'm sorry

2009-08-07T11:52:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry guys for not updating. i'm busy as ya'll should know. & my blog is getting rusty here. haha!
so well, today went to meet Eena Shawty. She asked me if i can accompany her to Far East or not.
So i said, YES! ^-^ i miss like ALOT! haha. Frist i met her a Boon Lay mrt stn then went to smoke somewhere.
Eena decide to change plan, she said if we wanna go Bugis as Far East was damn far, ya'know FAR, EAST what. haha. lol
So we took Mrt to Bugis, after arriving we both straight away proceed to bugis street. We walk round2 till we got tired we
sat down for awhile & continued. & i got a missed call from someone. Wondering who might that person be? hmm. Well, Eena bought a dress & hot pants. And as for me, i bought this black zipper dress, quite cheap though. $10 only xD it's comfortable, like serious. haa. Then we headed to Bugis Junction for a window shopping only. We both had no money left. :/ hais. & we're both getting hungry like hell. hahaha! omg. Then we sat somewhere to smoke & took pictures, well kinda'. haha, we were trying to find someone to take both our pictures TOGETHER(!) feeling paisay & all, at last we did found someone. xD At 9 plus, we both headed to the mrt stn & went home, i wanted to meet Mael as he will be finishing work at 10. i asked eena if she wanted to follow me, she said that she didn't want to, well ok.
i just pity her that she will gonna go home alone. So i got down Tiong Bahru cos' Mael was working over there. He didn't know i was coming, haha! i wanted to gave him a SURPRISED but i didn't know if he was working cos' he didn't have any hp at the moment. & guess what? the person who called me earlier was Mael(!) he uses his friend's hp, aww man! he said i didn't picked up his call. Haha, my hp was in my bag my dear, i'm sorry :( so here's the pictures for today./

After meeting Mael, we went smoking then took train to Jurong East mrt stn, then took bus 98 and went home, as for Mael he went to meet Ika cos' she had problems & she wanna shared it with Mael. I went home waiting if Mael's gonna call me but he didn't even call (sad) so i went to SLEEP. anw, i'm sorry about the Msg baby,i still love you! ok well, i gtg. Update soon. BYE!

Lovelies

2009-08-06T23:57:00.000-07:00

Mael's phone is spoiled. aww, kecian. hahahah! (____)! he will be going Vivo to repair it or what.
I was getting ready cos i wanna meet Mael but then my phone rings(!)
Guess who called? ^-^ Lily la. haha, i miss here so much sial(!!)
& we confrence with Nisha,i miss her too. ergh! So we talked about (_______). HAHA. xD
So Lily & Nisha said that they don't have any PLANS for today! so i said why not meet up as
i was meeting Mael & Zaki at Bugis later on. At 7 plus went out to meet my babygirls at BP.
met Lily & her parents at Sheng siong first the met Nisha &(!) Ami followed us (: . then took bus
to Bugis. Texted Mael if he had done with his phone but they're still at Vivo. Hais.
So me, Lily, Nisha & Ami went Bugis, just window shopping & saw Yana, Lily's kak angkat.
They talked, took each other's phone number & went off. Nisha said that she wanna go Town.
So we walked from Bugis to town, quite far. damn! cos Nisha's ezlink card is empty, hmm.

So after arriving, went Cineleisure & hang around there till 11 then took bus 190. The bus is kinda' full, so we each sits alone. Lily sat behind me & she got nothing to do, she texted me, "Hi syg.." i turn around & gave her this face =.= hahaha! then she was laughing, ALONE. crazy girl, haha. Then she texted again saying, "i nak ___! .. haha". i turn around & gave her that face again. haha. Then i slept in the bus, then we got down BP & i took 180 home. So as for Mael & Zaki, hahaha,idk what to say. They watched movie, G.I JOE i think at Vivo at 10pm. As if they are loaded or what, they walked home,no train,no bus, no money to take a cab. whatever. i don't care anymore. Luckily i went out with Lily, hahaha! she made my DAY. ^-^

AND AND (!!) will be meeting Eena Shawty tomorrow ! ^-^ miss her!

Longing to have

2009-08-05T23:59:00.000-07:00

Hello aliens, zombies, vampires & dinosaurs!
Sorry for being quite in here. i'm kinda' busy at the moment.
so hope you guys know why huh. (:
i'm gonna change my blog song, people keep asking me all the title. =.=
& they keep using names as "passerby or guest" cos they don't
want me to know who they are. Put your NAME lahh! don't have name uh? =.=
try hard to find out yourself okay? nyaha. fyi,i love to put new songs & that is why.
just find out yourself okay. *evil laugh* jahat sak aku. ergh! hahahaha!
anything to ask me,put your NAME! okay, understand? if yes,okay GOOD!
Now chatting with bby. haiyo. effing cute plus funny sak u! nyaha,pengotor! tsk.
here's the conversation earlier. Let's start shall we? xD
here we go!

eLmO says:
kt tangge uma i ader taik sak
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
haha
eLmO says:
kt tingkat 5 stgh
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
lol, tu pon nk ckp
eLmO says:
beh bau kuat sak
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
haha.
eLmO says:
i alek tk bau pape
kwa alek tgk bau ley mati sak
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
ade org baru berak pt situ ke
lol
eLmO says:
lol
aah
-skipped conversation-
eLmO says:
ouhs
u nk tawu tk
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
ape?
eLmO says:
taik kt luar uma i tu kn
mcm aper taw
mcm ice cream
2 scoop
beh ard dier mcm da cair2
serious
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
eeeww!
haha!
mama ckp u pengotor!
Lol
eLmO says:
aper sey
tp btol
bau dier mntk amppon
lol
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
hahaha Lol burger face!
eLmO says:
hahar
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
ape je ktawe
eLmO says:
tk ley pe?
u got prob izit?
lol
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
lol BURGER FACE!
eLmO says:
u gyler eh?
minah burger
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
hahaha!
abeh u?
mat taik! haha
eLmO says:
oh3
u uke ramly eh???????
hahaha
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
i tak ckp pon psl ramly
i ckp burger, duh!
eLmO says:
eh..
u uke eh?
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
=.=
eLmO says:
korek idong u aru tawu
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
diam ah mat taik
eLmO says:
u dtg sini uh tgk tu taik
serious sak
mcm ice cream
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
hahaha! mepek ah
g amek gmbr ah
lol
mat taik!
eLmO says:
haha
nk webby?
i tunjok u??
lol
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
tak nak ah!
nti org ingtkn u giler
haha
eLmO says:
tknk uh amek gmbr
♡εɨɴaɗơƖƖ™ says:
=.=
ok
tknk suda
-continue conversation-

HAHAHAHA! i was laughing my ass out man! xD
my mum asked me to SHADDUP(!), but i continued laughing. nyaha!
we're both crazy man! gosh. luckily its free huh.
not like sms. 5 cents per msg, hais. & know what?
my spacebar is spoiled, fucking shit! i really need to press
it really hard to make a space. =.= damn you lappy!
Today went J.p with bby to buy some stuffs.
AND AND(!!) i bought this Bikers Jacket! yay.*happy*
had been craving for this for sucha' long long time, & now Finally
bought them with my own money! =D & it looks like these
pictures below.

& also,bought a new MP3! yay! ^-^
So tomorrow i don't know where to go to?
My big brother's going to the hospital for a dental
check up & operation for his teeth =.= & Mael's going to Bugis.
i don't know who to follow, in a dilema man! aha. well,let's see how.
It's getting late now. i should be going to sleep! will update asap./
Toodles! =D

will you?

2009-07-30T11:05:00.000-07:00

Dear baby ,

Sorry about yesterday kay. It's all about jealousy, please understand me!
i understand your situation now. I'm Paranoid, well sorry.
i don't want us to keep fighting, i love you still. :(

Bacen sayang

2009-07-30T09:26:00.000-07:00

Chatted with babyjepon, omg, did i just heard that bibah went missing AGAIN & again. alamak. kecoh2.

bãbўjερøи bøиçнεt ❤ says:
*kak eina , bibah dah balek
♡εɨɴa ɗơƖƖ™ says:
*ni bibah ke sape?
bãbўjερøи bøиçнεt ❤ says:
*no , nie bbyjepon .
*i'm asking you la kak :)
♡εɨɴa ɗơƖƖ™ says:
*ohh, haha.
*i dunno, tgh tnye abg dier.
*mael yg tgh online skrg.
bãbўjερøи bøиçнεt ❤ says:
*risau seh .
*nie semue pompuan yg bername aminah peh pasal uh
♡εɨɴa ɗơƖƖ™ says:
*asl sey dgn dier?
bãbўjερøи bøиçнεt ❤ says:
*agaknye uh
*taknak ckp smbrg uh pasal si aminah
♡εɨɴa ɗơƖƖ™ says:
*aminah? sape sak? ape dier uat dgn bibah?
bãbўjερøи bøиçнεt ❤ says:
*entah lah . not only me perasan , ayu pon
*sejak dyer dah rpt balek dgn minah dh pndai tak pergi skolah nie semue .
♡εɨɴa ɗơƖƖ™ says:
*ahh, tu psl ah. dier slalu cabot sch uh.
*tatawu ape nak jadi dgn dier tu
*smpai da pnadai tindek2 sume
*pandai*
bãbўjερøи bøиçнεt ❤ says:
*aah , cukor semue .
*beh dyer lom balek uh nie
♡εɨɴa ɗơƖƖ™ says:
*tatau sey, tgh chat dgn abg dier, lmbt reply
bãbўjερøи bøиçнεt ❤ says:
*hmm , that time dyer janji nak p school
♡εɨɴa ɗơƖƖ™ says:
*i ask bibah da alek lom, jwp bende laen
bãbўjερøи bøиçнεt ❤ says:
*beh lust min dyer ckp dyer tak tdo dyer tak mkn .
*beh bdn weaak
♡εɨɴa ɗơƖƖ™ says:
*hais
*bdn dier weak? asl tk mkn/minom? hais
bãbўjερøи bøиçнεt ❤ says:
*entah lah , agknye excuse uh tuu
♡εɨɴa ɗơƖƖ™ says:
*excuse utk? cabot sch eh
*ape nak jadi. mak dier tawu ke bpk, mampos sak dier
*she dont hang out with you guys anymore?
bãbўjερøи bøиçнεt ❤ says:
*dah tak ,.
*msg pon tak reply
♡εɨɴa ɗơƖƖ™ says:
*ppd dier slalu low.
bãbўjερøи bøиçнεt ❤ says:
*aah .
*kdg2 dyer topup 2 dollar kn
♡εɨɴa ɗơƖƖ™ says:
*aah. ntah dier pkai duet tu msg sape je.
*susa nak contact dier nowadays.
bãbўjερøи bøиçнεt ❤ says:
*correct , pape tell me ehk .
*nk offline nk mkn beh tdo
*okeh lah bye bye ~

Where the hell did she went to? Where the hell could she be?
Bibah went MISSING from yesterday. omg.
i myself don't know what to say to her, she did this so many times.
we all are worried for her, but did she cared about how we feel? hmm.
we wait & see. i hope she can change, like serious.
we're trying to find her asap. like what the hell was she thinking.

Now chatting with Mael, the brother of Bibah. haiyo. susa laaa.
Ape aku nak ckp pon tatawu. Now i know why yesterday u didn't
have the mood to text me. why didn't u just tell me about Bibah? hmm. =_=
i try my best to cheer u up. hee, lol SMILEY FACE! =D
i love you la CB nye bacen! xD Stupid boy ah u like serious! (inside joke)
i hope i gotta meet you soon. *Sigh*
i think nearly 1 week we didn't meet, only for that time,
met for awhile, didn't count kay! haha. SAYANG KAU SIAL PEH BUDAK! xD

Sick like shit

2009-07-29T01:20:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll.

Well, i can't sleep even if i'm sick. My tempreture is already 38.9. gosh!
Texted baby just now. Haha! Funny la u! every single text u send me,
i kept on laughing. LOL! haa. Fucking face -.- ya know what?
this song sounded like you. hahaha! right? right? LOL.
Ok, my headache is getting from Bad to WORSE! dammit.

Hang on for a second, why do people think i like to copy paste huh?
Am i that bad? c'mon! If you'll think i am, well think twice.
I had never in my LIFE intend to copy others people's things or
what, make sure that gets in your head people!
ok, whatever. Waste time talking, as long as u're happy. gahhh! haa.
& to the spammers too. i'll never been bothered about you guys.
TALK all you want. ok, LOL FUCKING FACE! hahaha. bye.

Just Screw it! I'm so OVER IT! *angry

take me with you

2009-07-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

GAHHH! i'm so bored man!
chatted with Eena Shawty! MISS HER.
she misses me too. hahaha. see..
& something's wrong with my msn. cb.
change the font itself. like(!) wtf.

i'm sorry EVERYONE if i'm a
nuisance to you. SORRY!
I'm not being ME!
i know! well, here's a video to let
you cooled down, oh yeah!
eleven guys, woo! not to forget, 1 fat one. haha.
ok, shheehh! love the DANCE! so HOOTTT! damn.

where's everyone?

2009-07-27T03:12:00.000-07:00

Current Mood: SAD.

Hello aliens, zombies, vampires & dinosaurs!
It seems like nobody ever bothered about me.
i called my brother & mother so MANY times(!)
they didn't even picked up. i was so stressed.
what if there's an Emergency? OhMyGod! ****!
Can i just DIE now?! really. i'm so USELESS.
i'm nothing, if i live or not i bet everything's gonna be
the same, & i know that, as if i didn't exist here.
i'm crying like a baby. damnit.
My life had never ever been HAPPY!
not always happy, always been sad. ):

Ok, so i've seen these videos. I'm getting even more sad.
Michael has done many things to make us smile, laugh, cry, and feel passionate about.
I'm just sad that he had no childhood in his days.
but after i've seen this video, i knew the real MJ. (:
I'm glad that he's alone now. i love his laugh, smile.
*Sigh* i miss this cool guy!

spammer go to hell, stupid dog

2009-07-26T11:10:00.000-07:00

I MISS THEM(!!!) ARGHH!

LILY & NISHA (!!!) haha.

Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha Lily Nisha

FUCK YOU(!!) SPAMMER. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE, KNNBCCB!
TSK KWN SENDIRIK! BUSTED(!)
you don't understand whats IP codes right, CB!!!!!
you're trying to test my patience right?
wait ah wait..